How do u know when you’re in too deep. Trying to turn something into nothing. Letting ur mind make you feel a certain way. Forcing your mind and your heart on the same page. Putting someone on a higher pedestal than they wanna be on.
You want him, You want him bad. But he’s not there with you he has a whole separate agenda its cool cause its not like he came remotely close to telling u that he wants to be with you or that your special. YOU just took what ya’ll had and made it more. YOU let your heart get involved. YOU let feelings grow way stronger than either of u wanted. Now its time to fix it. No need to cut all ties because that will only make you feel worse. YOU just have to figure out a way to control ur feelings because he never asked u to feel that way. He was just being himself and thats all we ever want is for somebody to be themselves letting us see the real them but then it becomes a problem when the real him and the real you want something totally different. You have to handle it. Handle it like a woman. No need to be a bitch to him. No need to get mad. Its not his fault YOU wanted more than he did.
Now you’re stuck, you don’t wanna lose a great friend. But you don’t wanna look stupid. All there is to do is understand that the feelings you have that cause u to spin the thoughts u have that make u wanna vomit. This can all be dealt with, everybody has their own was of dealing. The sooner u figure out your’s the dizziness will end.
LUV IT!!!!! WELL SOME OF IT
You are my best friend through thick and thin. When
You reach for my hand you touch my heart. You are
The bestest friend that i can have.
You are there for me when i need you the most. You
Cheer me up when i am down. If i am about to cry u
Make me smile. You are my bestest friend and i can
Not lie.
You listen to me and give me advice, advice that comes
Straight from the bottom of your precious heart. You are
My best friend in the whole wide world and i couldn’t ask
God for a little bit more.
We are going to grow older, and things will change but our
Friendship will forever still remain. I’ll make new friends but
That won’t change because you will always be my best friend.
I’d like to mean as much to you as you mean to me. I’d like to
Be some help to you as you have been to me. I’d like to know
That as we grow old our lives will change but that our
Friendship will still remain.
Me and you will never be apart maybe in distance but never in
Heart for our friendship is way to strong to let it go off
just like
That.
All i can say is that you are my best friend and i swear to God
That i don’t want it to change. I may move to a different state but
That doesn’t mean that our friendship will end, because you will
Always be my best friend. No matter what life has destined for us
I know that our friendship will never die.
Ms. Chocolate= Thats Me!!!!
I let him go thinkin that that’s what I wanted then when time grew on me and the loneliness set in i slowly began to realize i had fooled myself in the worst way possible. He is still important to me more than he would ever know, more than i know myself. No i’m not perfect nor do i think i am but i do know i deserve the best so i let go hoping for the best to flow back my way!!!