How do u know when you’re in too deep. Trying to turn something into nothing. Letting ur mind make you feel a certain way. Forcing your mind and your heart on the same page. Putting someone on a higher pedestal than they wanna be on.
You want him, You want him bad. But he’s not there with you he has a whole separate agenda its cool cause its not like he came remotely close to telling u that he wants to be with you or that your special. YOU just took what ya’ll had and made it more. YOU let your heart get involved. YOU let feelings grow way stronger than either of u wanted. Now its time to fix it. No need to cut all ties because that will only make you feel worse. YOU just have to figure out a way to control ur feelings because he never asked u to feel that way. He was just being himself and thats all we ever want is for somebody to be themselves letting us see the real them but then it becomes a problem when the real him and the real you want something totally different. You have to handle it. Handle it like a woman. No need to be a bitch to him. No need to get mad. Its not his fault YOU wanted more than he did.
Now you’re stuck, you don’t wanna lose a great friend. But you don’t wanna look stupid. All there is to do is understand that the feelings you have that cause u to spin the thoughts u have that make u wanna vomit. This can all be dealt with, everybody has their own was of dealing. The sooner u figure out your’s the dizziness will end.